TOO MANY QUESTIONS!!!!

umm i'll do this and they will b hurt!!
ohks if i do this , she will be unhappy..!!!
ahaann , this shud b done bttt wat about him???? he must not feel gud about it..
that cant b done, because if i do this what others will think of me???
no no no, thats impossible, what about the reputation of my family??
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have u ever been through this..????
if yes then u can help me here..???
please tell me when i am going to live for  myself??
i know living for others and taking care of others is good but sometimes i feel that a part of me is lost when ever one of these questions arise in the depth of my mind..because either i give more importance to others or i am afraid of the losing them rather than losing myself??
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a tough question for me....<surrounded with silence>
i dream of people who will understand me one day, the day when i'll stop hiding my emotions..
i sometimes wonder weather forgiving forgetting and moving on is my weakness or a strength..
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P.S. : too many questions and no answers..must answer if u can..:/

JUST ordinary..:)

a day with my sibling

time runs so fast when u are enjoying it..i dont know when yesterday's evening turned to todays ..:)
it seems as if he has cum just before minutes and now he's gone for don't know how long...we have met after 2 years and things were as they were before.. the only difference we found out in each other was that both of us grew 2 years older...dats the negative point of having a cousin(that too your favourite one ) living kilometers away..
thought technology have connected us but still meeting and talking non stop without being lack of topics has its own fun..:)

miss u bhaiiizz..;)
come again soon...:) 

dont miss L.I.F.E

 A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Take off all your envies, jealousies, unforgiveness, selfishness, and fears. And you will find things are actually not as difficult as you think.. Sometimes we spend time in asking who is responsible or whom to blame, whether in a relationship, in a job or with the people we know. By this way we miss out something called L.I.F.E.......

small things

sometimes small small things in life gives u big big happiness..
its how u take things..:)
i live this way...:)

dependendency...

sometimes somewhere we all are dependent on sombody  sometimes forcefully, sometimes  by choices or sometimes by some reasons like mine...
or
a time comes when depenending is the only thing you are left with...
that too with someone your thoughts didnt match..
your point of views dont match,...
but still you have to depend because you have no choice left...and it all either ends with a very successful work or result in a blank and empty copy....
you are only left with your pen like i am left with this blog to speak it out here....
this is my way of life...simply blogging...:)

can't u see

Alone in day, lonely at night 
no fun left , no mood to fight 
sitting all alone from dusk to dawn 
i wonder , was just to stand alone i was born.... 
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No 1 to talk,nobody care 
having nobody with whom i can share 
nothing to tell nothing to express 
no 1 will understnd my stress...... 
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surrounded with many but holding none 
life becoming dark as a setting sun 
i dont think they need me now 
but wen they 4got me pls tell me how??? 
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Life is becoming empty day by day 
to escape 4rm this feeling is there any way??? 
dont leave me alone pls walk wid me 
i m afraid of being alone can't anybdy see.... 
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what od u think... a person shud b fogived for thier mistakes..??
if they are really sorry from the heart..
or shud they b made to remenber their mistakes every other second so that instea of fogetting and learning from it...they start believing the world that they wrer wrong...
i am a human being...and i learn from my mistakes.... how do u learn...????

its not like that i make mistakes so i am wrong....
its just dat, i learn better fro mistakes...
i am not afraid of punishments...
but dont punish me by judging me from my mistakes.....